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It’s been nearly four weeks since my last orgasm, so I’m feeling a bit needy. Our chastity agreement permits it, so I requested just a few minutes of stroking from my spouse. While waiting for my resized MM Queen’s Keep to arrive, I’m operating on the honor system. She agreed that I could stroke myself for 5 minutes while she set a timer. I started in, but then her phone rang. When the time was up, she cut off her call to inform me. So absorbed were I that I asked for another five minutes. She got annoyed because it seems my way of repaying her kindness is always asking for more. Afterward, I felt sorry for myself too. The rest of the day went by with me apologizing and making sure to be extra attentive, yet she made it very clear that no further stroking would be allowed for a good while. Even though orgasms are off-limits right now, I do look forward to them greatly. Still, not being able to have one only heightens my frustration and neediness afterward. What an idiot move! Sometimes I really am such a fool!