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Today marks the start of a new chapter for me. I’m heading off to MM & Rick’s place today. As you might know, I’ve been laid off again. Last time this happened, I spent over a year searching for work locally, but opportunities were scarce here. Mistress and Rick have graciously invited me to come live with them. They have plenty of job openings on-site, so hopefully someone will take an old sissy on. MM and Her sissy have been planning this for ages; MM wants Her sissy, and Her sissy needs MM. My wife and I aren’t divorcing, though. So today, after my eyebrows are waxed, I’m leaving for home (well, their home). I’ve spoken with some family members and friends about the move. Some avoided the topic entirely, preferring to bury their heads in the sand and change the subject. Our daughter, however—what a gift from God she is. She’s aware of my bi-crossdresser-sissy side. When I explained things to her, she asked Dad when was the last time you WERE happy? I really didn’t have an answer for that. Then she looked at me and said Dad if this is what you need to do to be happy… Go be happy. I will love you just the same. Just don’t forget me. If only she knew how much those words meant. So, while I’m excited to restart life at 55, I’ve learned a lot about the people around me here. Most of it was what I expected, but it stings a bit that some loved ones really don’t care all that much. Our daughter saved the day with her support. My two biggest worries remain: not finding work and failing as MM’s live-in sissy. MM tells me not to worry, but I still do. She says i WILL learn, even if it happens one wack at a time, lol. MM’s sweetpea rachel