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One of the great things about our journey is that it began years before the internet era, yet much of what we read as kink was already part of our lives. It makes you wonder if there really is anything new or just rediscovered.

Lynn and I were semi-living together, but she was gradually taking more control. I wasn’t resisting; I was just going along with the flow. She’s the one with the imagination. Lynn had told me that I’m small and didn’t do much to satisfy her sexually, so most of my contribution to her orgasms has been oral.

Lynn goes to work early as a computer network supervisor, while I usually start later in the morning. Many mornings she would stop by my house, let herself in, pull back my covers, and give me a hand job so that I wouldn’t be too interested in the women at work. From the beginning, Lynn liked for me to stay naked while she wore clothes; this continues today.

One night we went to the movies. On our way out, we ran into a couple from high school: Trish and Charles. Lynn dated Charles their senior year, and Charles started dating Trish in college before they married seven years ago. This was the first time all three of us had seen each other since then.

We went out for something to eat afterward. Over the next month or so, we saw them at least once a week, as Lynn and Trish became good friends. Finally, it got warm enough in summer to go to the beach, so we rented a condo for a long weekend.

We arrived on Friday and spent time at the beach and pool. After dinner, we were back at the condo. Lynn and Trish didn’t waste any time; they had already planned to swap husbands—and almost-husbands. We ended up in one large room with dim lighting. Once everyone was nude, things heated up quickly. Lynn and Charles went into a bedroom while Trish led me to another.

Trish seemed just as much in charge as Lynn did. She made good use of my mouth for multiple orgasms until she finally mounted me for her last one. We lay around talking afterward when she mentioned that Lynn had told her about my lack of size. I’m very good with my mouth, but Trish said I have the smallest cock she’s ever seen—even in high school! It doesn’t bother me much because I’m used to it.

A couple of hours later, Lynn knocked on the door and sent Trish back to her room. She told me to take a shower “to get the smell of Trish off you.” When I got back into bed, Lynn tried hard to rouse my arousal, but it wasn’t working well. So she said, “Get down there!” That’s how she usually tells me to put my mouth between her legs.

I hesitated because Charles was nearby, but Lynn grabbed my balls and nearly tore them off as she warned that if I didn’t get down there and pleasure her, she’d bring a belt and beat my testicles. I managed without too much sperm spray, though I caught a slight taste of Charles—I wonder if he enjoyed it just as much?

The next morning, I talked Lynn out of sending me to the kitchen with everyone else while wearing panties, although I knew that was coming since she’d already formed the idea. So I might as well prepare for it.

Lynn explained that during their dating year before marriage, Charles was only allowed to give her oral sex and received a hand job in return. Last night marked his first time penetrating her properly and cumming inside. She also noted he is much larger than me.

We were all quite tired after the previous day and night, so we lounged around until deciding to get into the hot tub. We had lowered the water temperature earlier to let it cool down a bit. The girls got in naked first, leaving Charles and me no choice but to strip off our shirts and shorts.

I hadn’t paid much attention before, but I was wearing some white hip-hugger panties—plain ones. Trish noticed and said, just as I reached for them: “Nice panties.” Charles turned around, looked over, and nodded in agreement. It felt humiliating at the time. Lynn told me to turn around like a model.

When I did so, I could see Charles standing in the hot tub with his flaccid cock hanging down. Even soft, it was still as large as my erect one! Another embarrassing moment loomed close by. As I pulled down those panties and stood there, Lynn remarked how cute his cock looked—though that’s not exactly what she said once we stepped out of the cooling water.

My balls seemed almost non-existent; Trish had to feel for them and commented on how they disappeared completely. Humbling small penis and testicles is one thing when it’s true—but especially so in this context! All of this empowers Lynn even more, while Trish joins fully into this dynamic with Charles.