Introductions discussion

(i can’t believe it. I just wrote a whole introduction and touched the wrong key…and whooossh…gone). This one will be briefer. So, i started by saying that i signed up for this website and another similar website today because i have always known that when i am hungry for an orgasm, my attitude and behavior with respect to my Husband/Daddy is more submissive and sweet. I notice that Daddy is getting more dominant in our relationship as the years go by. When we started, although he knew that i had a need to develop a more submissive personality in our relationship, i see that it’s only now that he is really stepping up to the plate and refusing to accept some of my behaviors that he tolerated before. I suggested to him that if he controlled, restricted or denied most/some/all of my orgasms that he might find an even more manageable boy…And since Daddy’s sex drive is through the roof, keeping me hungry for it will be better for me too. Oh…that’s the other thing. I was born intersexed but due to surgery when i was very young, i now only have female parts. I identify as boy although i do recognize a boyish girl in the mirror looking back at me. Daddy loves that i was born that way and he calls me his sissy, boy or wallad. Wallad is an Arabic term for boy. Daddy only uses my ass. He never goes near his boy’s vagina for penetration.. (i’m sure it’s more than 4 years since he’s ventured there)..But it’s an option for him if he likes. I would never deny him that but he’s just not interested in that. Daddy can make me orgasm by massaging me in my asshole. He swears that he feels a prostate in there and when he massages that area i have an orgasm that is sort of strange…not as strong like a clitoral orgasm…i wouldn’t be surprised if i had one because there were some other aspects of my physical being that were more in line with maleness, like the amount of hair i used to have …facial (beard, mustache and sideburns) and on my chest and areolas! (thank GOD for laser hair removal)…and the fact that i did not produce any eggs. Daddy loves the boyish side but encourages me to express my femininity more…I would not waste time with makeup and heels and stuff…but Daddy loves it and has extracted a promise from me that when he gets back from his travels in a couple of weeks, that i will wear the makeup he likes and wear more girly things around the house at least. I will. Anyway…enough for now…i know i’ve forgotten something..but you get the idea.. Oh right…so i also wanted to say that it’s unfortunate that i had to select one sex over the other. I chose female since that is what i present to the outside world. Thanks.