Desire's Rise and Fall

After taking a short break from MC this summer (I’ll share more details in another post), I’m back to it.

To cut to the chase, it’s been over a month since my last orgasm. This is completely new territory for me, and I started getting anxious last week when even arousal vanished. My wife stroked me while we were watching TV, but I only managed a semi-rigidity. At first, I worried that the 6000s might have caused some physical damage, but then realized most of it was in my head. The key is always within reach for me to unlock if needed, and she allows me to remove the cage when she’s nearby so I don’t just lock up and forget about it.

She has had several enjoyable shower sessions with me, even letting me give her oral sex a few times, which was fantastic (I think she gets a bit self-conscious doing it too often since she usually finishes using the showerhead anyway). It used to bother me that I wouldn’t get fully erect or feel much desire unless I was actively performing. Plus, this week I caught a head cold… what bad timing.

Well, I still have the sniffles, but over the last couple of days my libido has skyrocketed. Just thinking about pleasing her gets me rock hard—it feels great to be back in action.

Does this dip in desire happen for others too? It really caught me off guard.