Initial Thoughts on Chastity Device Wearing with Some Questions

Here are my initial thoughts on wearing the CB after a few days. I split it into two sections: physical and emotional.

Physically, I find the CB more comfortable than expected. I’ve worn it since Sunday; last night (Monday) I woke up briefly but managed to fall back asleep without much issue. No major problems—I can sleep through the night (though I do wake at 6 a.m.). During the day, I barely notice it because I use plenty of baby oil, which has become my best companion. It feels quite secure; I don’t think I could easily slip out, though I haven’t tried yet;)…

The emotional side is what matters most: I sense shifts within myself. Knowing that my wife holds the key makes me feel under her control, not just sexually, but generally. Throughout the day, feeling the device reminds me that she owns it and prompts thoughts about how vital she is to me and how I should please her simply by being hers (I shared this sentiment with her; she laughed and said I was crazy, lol, but enjoyed my state). Now, my strongest wish is to kiss every part of her body to bring her pleasure. There’s still much for me to grasp, but overall, I enjoy it.

She mentioned something that resonated: she sees me as a true man now because I provide proof that she can trust me and that she is the priority in my life (though there will be competition between her and our new arrival). So, expect future discussions on what defines a real man..

Another point: lately, I feel more energetic, likely because I expend less energy on “trivial” matters;)

I have two questions:

1. She seems to see me as more compliant with her needs and is starting to give orders, which I follow quickly. Is she beginning to sense power over me? Is she stepping into the role of my mistress?
2. Sometimes she caresses my body lightly then stops (my back and other sensitive areas). I wonder if she does this because she doesn’t want to frustrate me too much, or if these are early signs of tease and denial—or perhaps both. What do you think? How should I behave to enhance the tease and denial aspect?

Thanks everyone for reading my diary and offering help..