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Big hugs and kisses to everyone!
Hi there! I posted a very long time ago, so I thought it was time to say hello again. I’ve been lurking for quite a while. I absolutely adore this site; I have adopted SO MANY tips and suggestions into my daily life. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Hugs everywhere!
My journey with chastity started around February 2010, when I got my first CB600. I’ve always been a bit of a girly girl in my own way! I can picture myself running about in my cousin’s nightgown at age six. Anyway, I read a post recently suggesting people wait 30 days before posting their reintroduction. It really inspired me to do the same. The longest period I’ve stayed locked continuously was about a month (though I didn’t write it up then). I usually go for stretches of days or even weeks at a time.
Last night, something wonderful happened: I finally got myself a keyholder! It turns out to be my ex-girlfriend. She is incredibly supportive and encouraging. It had been two weeks since I last unlocked. With our new arrangement, we agreed it made sense for me to come out clean-shaven and empty.
So there I was, down to just my panties. I can’t describe how emasculated I felt standing before her like that. She pulled down my underwear, gripped the cage, looked at me with a deadpan seriousness, and said, “You don’t have a penis anymore.” My heart pounded so hard it shook my whole body. She could see it on my face; she held me close and kept telling me everything would be fine, over and over, until finally, she unlocked the cage and began to remove it.
Having her watch and guide me was great. Heh, she even told me NOT to stroke myself while I lathered up with soap. After cleaning up, re-caging, and slipping back into my panties, she reminded me how much more girly this makes me feel, and how little of a “man” I really am in that moment. I cried; there was lots of love, hugging, and such a wonderful atmosphere.
Thank you for this site, thank you for the amazing support, tips, and suggestions. Hugs & kisses to all D