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If you haven’t heard my tale yet, check out the thread “my Wife Found My Secret Box”.

To catch up quickly: about a year and a half back, my wife stumbled upon my porn stash that contained a chastity belt. She was puzzled, so I brushed it off as nothing and tossed it aside. After chatting in these forums for nine months while gathering the nerve, I finally brought up being locked due to how often I masturbated. Since then, I’ve been on-and-off in a device with very little input or chatter from her.

I later picked up The Male Chastity beginner’s guide for her; she hasn’t read much of it yet. Around the time I bought that book, she got hooked on the Fifty Shades series. Until now, I’ve held my own key. My routine has been roughly 20 hours a day locked in, only unlocking to exercise or head out.

Following our most recent intimate moment together, I decided to test full-time locking. Since I’m active with workouts and martial arts, that was a major worry for me. I’m still working on finding the right fit.

I’ve now been inside my CB3000 device without removal for 17 days straight.

Even though I usually spent about 20 hours locked in daily, having zero time out has felt quite different. On day 14, we planned to have some fun. It got late, and I asked if she’d like me to use the Magic Wand along with my fingers on her. After pleasing her, I asked her to straddle me and tickle my ears with her tongue. That drives me wild! She giggled as I squirmed in discomfort and teased me about having blue balls. I told her it felt amazing.

My wife really loved those Fifty Shades books and has a few desires she hasn’t voiced yet. A couple of days ago, I admitted to her that I’m unsure which direction to take when satisfying her. With so many kinks out there, I think open communication is the best approach.

I plan to ask her soon to become my full-time keyholder.

It’s been 18 months since she discovered the box, and I’ve taken things very gradually. Now, I am fully locked in! The sexual frustration has peaked at an all-time high. I suppose that counts as progress?!!!