Introductions discussion

I found this place while browsing a Craig’s List thread. I’m really drawn to cuckolding, even though I haven’t done it much myself. My dream is to be with a woman I love so deeply that my greatest desire is watching her get satisfied by other men in ways I can’t provide for her myself. The ideas of wearing chastity and having your orgasm denied don’t quite click with me; instead, I prefer the idea of earning my turn by looking after her and her various lovers. Just imagining smelling and tasting another man on the woman who is mine, feeling my cock slide into the spot he just filled with seed, or watching her swallow his cum right after she’s taken it in her mouth—that’s exactly what I crave.

The downside is that at forty-something, having spent many years in my current job and building up time toward retirement and pension, I can’t simply pack up and relocate to another part of the country just because I want a relationship elsewhere. But if I could find the ideal cuckoldress here in Brevard or Indian River County, Florida, there’s no limit to what I’d do for her. It is so maddening being held back by practical concerns.