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A couple of weeks before Christmas, the idea of a gathering here in the UK was brought up and I took it with great interest. Mistress Michelle felt the same way; she mentioned needing a sissy maid to attend her while over here. I eagerly raised my hand, telling her I would LOVE to be that servant.

We discussed how perhaps when Mistress Michelle visits, I could serve her right then and there. More conversation followed about what exactly serving meant for me, eventually leading to the discussion of sending my chastity device key to Her for safekeeping. The prospect of being Mistress Michelle’s UK-based sissy thrilled me immensely, though a touch of fear lingered.

On December 23rd, Mistress announced her plan: I had to lock up immediately and remain locked until the following day. This allowed me ‘roam free’ status on Christmas Day before locking back in for the night until New Year’s Eve.

By the 2nd, I was supposed to post my key to her.

I spent that next day (Christmas Eve) feeling quite horny and was very happy to unlock myself for the evening. After returning from holiday festivities, I locked myself up again. As a relatively inexperienced chastity sissy, the coming week felt like it would drag on (though looking back in two weeks’ time, it will probably seem to have flown by).

My first week under Mistress Michelle’s control began with her asking what toys Ally possessed. The answer was not many, so we went on a virtual shopping spree: nipple clamps, a gag, a dildo, and a vibrating egg… all available with free next-day delivery!

Once the items arrived, it was time to test them out. I had never used nipple clamps before, and boy howdy did they sting! Mistress Michelle directed me to sit on the dildo, gag myself, and attach the clamps—much pain ensued. She then had me hold the vibrating egg against my cage side. It felt like I might burst open, yet there were still two days left until my New Year’s Eve release.

I spent those next couple of days incredibly horny with sore nipples. When NYE arrived, Mistress Michelle permitted me to remove my device and masturbate, but instructed me to collect the fluid for her to lick up later. She encouraged me to enjoy these orgasms as it might be a while before I experienced another one.

Mistress then ordered me to clean up my spurty goo (which I didn’t find particularly pleasant). Then I was locked away again, this time for however long Mistress Michelle decided. The day after I posted her the key, I felt very nervous dropping that letter into the mailbox. I love the idea of being owned and controlled by Mistress Michelle; it excites me greatly. But naturally, sending over my key meant keeping myself excited yet without release as long as She desired. So yes, posting the key brought a mix of excitement and nerves.

Now, almost a week later, my key still hasn’t arrived with Mistress Michelle! Will it come today? I am feeling very horny and eager in fact, writing this lengthy post has left me ready to burst! Last night, Mistress Michelle gave me a new instruction: whenever I feel super aroused, I must attach those dreaded nipple clamps. So as soon as I send this off, that is exactly what I will do… say ouch for me!

tl;dr Mistress Michelle needed a sissy if she came to the UK. I volunteered and Mistress now holds my chastity key (assuming the mail functions!) Now I follow Mistress Michelle’s instructions and apply my new nipple clamps.