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Oh goodness, what am I doing? I’m sure plenty of you have hit that point in your relationships or personal journeys where nervousness sets in. That’s exactly where I find myself. My partner has recently become much more into chastity, BDSM and general kink stuff. We weren’t going nowhere to start with; we were getting along quite well, but she’s been reading some erotic fiction (the tale of ‘O’) which has “got her thinking”. She’s now announced that once she gets back from holiday, we’re heading out to buy enough panties so I won’t need boy undies unless there’s a really good reason (like working under the house or somewhere where nice panties might get ruined). She also asked me to check into corsets because she likes my hips (I didn’t even know I had any) and wants to see more of them. This is paired with the recent arrival of the PA-5000 I ordered. Unfortunately, I can’t wear it yet since my current device is too small. We’ve also been chatting a lot with a couple of like-minded kinksters whom we’re enjoying immensely, so who knows where that will lead. I’m not complaining; I’m just slightly nervous about how fast this is all happening. In some ways, it’s exactly where I want to be, but right now it feels like someone else is steering… from the passenger seat! I know things will settle down and I’ll end up happier than I thought possible on the other side of it. I just needed to get this off my chest; it clears my head. Thanks for reading