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Hi all,

My Wife/Mistress and I have dabbled in chastity off and on for more than five years. We began with the CB-3000, moved to the CB-6000, and our longest stretch was roughly two weeks. Typically those devices caused chafing and were taken off within a week or so. We operated under an honor system: we would have intercourse, but I wouldn’t climax without permission. Initially, my wife just went along with my chastity fantasies to keep me happy, but over time she got into it herself and began exploring the psychology of chastity play, which fascinated her. During this period, she explored her dominant side as well, and I was equally captivated by her desire to dominate me—using strap-ons, tying me down, spanking me, etc. We have now refined these skills to a fine art, but I continued to fantasize about true enforced chastity. Then, a couple of months ago, I discovered the new Birdlock device and ordered it. When it arrived, I showed my Mistress the device, and she got visibly excited because she never cared much for the hard plastic of the CB series when I would spoon her. She had me try it on for a few days, and I became concerned because the device was so comfortable that I knew I could wear it for prolonged periods, which just fueled my fantasies. I was thinking maybe we could actually try some long-term chastity, especially since my birthday was coming up soon. So, a couple of days before my birthday, I mentioned to my Mistress that maybe as a present, we could try long-term chastity. Without a moment’s hesitation, she eagerly said yes, her eyes went wide open, and she got an evil grin that scared me but turned me on at the same time. So we drew up a contract. When I asked how long it would be for, she said, “You’ll find out after I lock you up.” Then, on my birthday, we had the cock-locking ceremony. She made me get down on my knees and beg her to do this for me, giving me a present I will never forget. We both signed the contract. I asked how long it would be (I was thinking maybe a month), and she said if I really want her to make my fantasy a reality, I should just say yes. Foolishly, I replied, “Yes please, Mistress!” Then she declared that for a minimum of three months, I am the slave boy. “What? You heard me! I’m going to make this an experience you will never forget, for the rest of your life!” My heart sank, and I got scared. She said, “If you truly want to live out your fantasy of enforced chastity, then it has to be my decision, and it has to be longer than you think.” “Yes, Mistress.” Apparently, she had the same idea of locking me up as a birthday present after seeing the Birdlock and had ordered a couple of books on how to be a Mistress. As she put it, “I’m going to dominate the SHIT! out of you.” Then she had me order her a Hitachi Magic Wand for herself, and a heavy-duty bullhide flogger for me. She informed me that this time is for real: my cock will remain locked for the entire duration (except for cleaning and teasing). She presented a set of rules, such as: I must kiss her clit each night before bed; I must open all doors and pull out chairs for her; I must get on my knees and kiss her hand whenever I see her after being separated, etc. Then she told me that any infractions will be noted and dealt with harshly. She will teach me respect by whipping my ass every week before she milks me with her strap-on. She explained that she has been reading up on female domination and the idea really turns her on. While making my enforced chastity fantasy a reality, she also wanted to explore her darker dominant side and push both our limits. As it turns out, this is my wildest fantasy come true, along with my greatest fear all in one. I am blessed to have such a Mistress who has assured me that this will be an experience I will never forget. So I signed up here and created a thread to chronicle my experiences, hoping to get some feedback from you wonderful people. CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR, YOU MIGHT JUST GET IT!!!