Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

My last partner treated me to some fantastic, tasty, and frightening moments. She could be a cruel tease who held nothing back. Yet she’d get bored with the routine games and lose track of where she left her key (and no, it wasn’t mind play—though she certainly had that capability)—and occasionally felt like I was using her up (strange for someone in charge, but whatever)… In any case, she’s departed… My current partner is enjoying the sun in the Caribbean. I’m eagerly awaiting the return of my tan-complexioned beauty in a few days. During her absence, I’ve constantly wished that I’d offered her the idea before she left. How often have I longed to be locked for her during her vacation (after all, isn’t that what CB is designed for!) Now I must decide whether to share my fantasies with her about while she was away. I was overjoyed when I introduced shibari and she reacted with surprise and delight. I wonder if she would enjoy holding the power… And will I want to surrender it once she returns? One major hurdle is that she LOVES it when I finish inside her. Keeping my chastity even for one night means depriving both of us: me from wearing it, and her from her favorite pleasure. Hmm…