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Since I was little, i’ve been practicing bondage in various ways. My submissive nature has always been there, but it wasn’t until I married my beautiful wife that I started tying or being tied by someone else. She encouraged me to be open about my kinks, so she knows almost all of them now. She hasn’t really taken much interest in sharing those interests, which is why i did a lot of selfbondage during our early marriage years when she tried to participate… but she couldn’t secure me tightly enough because I’d spent many years learning how to escape from tight spots i put myself into. Rope, chains, handcuffs—nothing could stop me. Anyway, to get her more involved, i built a chastity device using PVC pipe, a jubilee clip, some tubing, and a lock. I locked it on and handed her the key; surprisingly, she took it without asking any questions. After being locked for a couple of days, my balls and penis were quite sore when I was freed, so we decided to order a Cb3000 from tickleberry. Lots of changes have been made over time: the ring is now solid instead of split, the locking pin is stainless steel, and it has a ksd-g2 glued on and sanded. These modifications happened intermittently over the last four years—no pun intended. Each time i was released I’d develop sores, requiring healing before altering again. But after all that time, this recent 3-day lockup (released yesterday) left me without any sores; even a minor one has healed, so i think im finally there! All of this brought me to my current situation. For the first time in months, my wife agreed to hold my key—in fact, for the very first time EVER she was the one who told me to lock up and let her keep it. She’s now in bed with possession of my/her Key while i’m downstairs wearing my cb with the lock open. I have a feeling she’ll want to see it locked soon, but i don’t know what plans she has. More updates coming, thanks for reading, kinkstar.