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Okay, here goes… I am sitting right now naked except for this very small chastity cage I’m locked in. My wife has no interest in intercourse anymore so it’s fine with her to keep me locked up like this. I have no idea where the keys are and she doesn’t give me a release date. Asking her is bad, very bad, don’t want to do that yet. Still stuck after I tried asking last time, oh I think maybe two months ago. I’m just fricking horny. I want to cum very very much. Over the years I’ve been kept locked as long as two years, twice. Currently it’s only been a few months. I love to read stories on Literotica. I like to see videos of guys shooting their cum, the kind that go from one to the next, to the next. I kind of remember what it was like to masturbate all the time and cum as often as I like. I find it hard to believe that women at my age have any interest in sex at all. I’m starting to imagine what it might be like to have a guy friend. One old like me, who thinks about and dreams about sex all the time. Just once I would like to have my hands tied behind my back and to have my head held while I’m being forced to suck his cock and to have him cum in my mouth. I would love to eat pussy or fuck with a strap-on, I just don’t think a woman wants that. I would love to kiss, cuddle, massage, spank, be spanked anything with a woman my age but I don’t know any that even flirt, talk or even think about sex. Grumble, grumble, this cage is so little, I try to masturbate it but no luck, just make things sore doing it too much. I wish I could get hard.