Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Today marks six months since my last orgasm on May 11th. My wife had hinted she might keep me denied forever, but now seems to think about doing it every six months, though no firm promise yet. I’m torn; half of me desperately wants to cum while the other half enjoys being kept down, giving me mixed feelings that will be resolved tonight! My spouse has been getting stricter with me over time. I just finished a weekend locked up again, and now she’s got me wearing a plug which is taking some adjustment. The whole experience is turning me into an insatiable sex addict who craves relief and does things I never imagined before, like being plugged or even wearing her knickers to work…and yes, I wear business suits. Sometimes it worries me how much I’m enjoying this transformation because the longer it lasts, the more I want. It’s been ten months of locking now, and I have a strong feeling this might be my permanent state!