Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

I’ve had a rather peculiar day filled with mixed feelings. The gist of it is that I’m not fond of my current workplace. I’ve been searching for a new position, but haven’t found anything yet (it’s still early). Around 10am today, one of the warehouse staff walked in holding my #12B:sad: and said “this came for you”. Seeing it made me happy, but also incredibly PISSED that she opened mail clearly addressed to me. I didn’t make a fuss because she seemed unsure what it was, and I worried that if I pressed the issue, they might start asking questions. As I mentioned, my job is pretty poor. There’s not much work to do, and since other colleagues are leaving too, I’m less motivated to seek out new roles (in sales)… so I spent most of the day reading a book, treated like just another receptionist by everyone. At the end of the day, my boss called me in and started giving me grief for reading at work:ooh: I told him straight out, he backed off, but it still deepened my depression about the whole job situation:sad: After a tedious drive home, I got to fitting the lori as soon as possible:smile: It was quite challenging, with ‘the equipment’ not cooperating much. Eventually I got it on and sorted out. I locked it for a test wear and started thinking about other things. As my parts shrunk back down, I realized I’d made a huge mistake. The dimensions of what I ordered are too large:sad::sad: ARRRRGH!!! Right now, I am the picture of frustrated depression. Not ideal timing for writing cover letters, but I have to keep pushing or I’ll never escape that hole. I hope everyone else is having a better time in their lives. P.S. I know there are many people out there doing it tougher who can barely afford basic needs, let alone handcrafted chastity devices.. but that doesn’t mean my emotions aren’t valid.