Introductions discussion

Hello? I stumbled upon this community while looking for some guidance… I became a member with the hope of figuring out why I desire what I do. Why must I be denied? I’ve come to see it as a more steadfast dedication, yet I’m starting to think about possibilities like forced feminization and cuckolding—they seem not just feasible but perhaps essential. My goal is to shed that lingering guilt from feeling this way… How can I achieve that? More crucially, how might I assist my wife in grasping her own potential more fully? I worry: if I cannot clarify my own wants, how will I guide hers? Thank you in advance for any advice!:)