Is the Ruined Orgasm Preferred?

Maybe this isn’t just for those of us locked up long-term, but in my situation at least after being chaste for a week or two I start wondering if I actually prefer a ruined orgasm over a complete one. I’ve grown accustomed to that persistent slight arousal, and a full climax wipes it away for several days. A ruined version is still an orgasm of course, yet the urge stays. What do you reckon? Don’t you find the ruined type more attractive sometimes too?