The Trust Approach Ends as the Holy Trainer Returns

I didn’t touch my wife’s private area. It’s just that I’m a more devoted and obedient husband with that steady, physical weight between my legs reminding me of every step.

My wife becomes increasingly confident and assertive in her role as the one holding the key each day. What was once an act when we began our chastity path is now genuine. Today, my obedience—both sexually and otherwise—is simply expected, and being a loving, submissive husband has become part of our daily routine.

She checks in occasionally on how comfortable the Holy Trainer feels for me. Unless there’s sharp physical discomfort (which I must tell her about), it stays put. The knowledge that I no longer control my sexual release is at once scary and reassuring. Only now do I realize how much time I spent wastefully fixated on sex, pornography, and masturbation. My thankfulness for being freed from those obsessions is immense.

My wife hints that she won’t let me ejaculate again in 2015. With over three weeks already passed since my last (ruined) orgasm, I’m nervous at the very least about how to manage this. Still, because the benefits of chastity are so profound, I know I’ll find a way forward. My wife understands that I make a better husband when denied sexual release, which is why she keeps me locked for longer stretches now. She knows what’s best, and anyway, I don’t get a say in disagreement.

I am truly blessed.