Oh My, There's Blood!

After our visitors departed last night, I headed into the bathroom to clean my CB6000s with a Q-tip. That’s when I spotted blood on it. My wife took out my CB right away. I checked and didn’t see any blood at the tip of my penis. But looking around my scrotum, I noticed that where the ring sat, my skin was red, raw, and oozing a liquid stained with blood.

My wife looked closer and saw that I had some skin tags growing right where the ring sits; one seemed infected. She said it also looked like I might have a fungal infection under the ring area because of all the moisture from lubrication constantly being there. It seems I can’t win. Too much moisture brings on fungal infections, too little leads to skin tags. No matter what, Eczema shows up. I never had skin issues until moving somewhere with year-round heat and humidity.

Anyway, my wife panicked when she saw the raw, ugly wound around my scrotum and declared no more chastity devices for me because I already have enough skin problems without making them worse. For now, she won’t be my KeyHolder but still expects me to wait months before release. She had no idea how often guys masturbate. She thought it was like her: once every few months, only if she couldn’t have sex with me or her girlfriend. When I explained my frequency, she was shocked, which convinced her to lock me up again. Watching porn is fine, but cumming while watching counts as cheating.

It’s week 5 of a six-month chastity period, and she expects self-control without masturbation. Impossible. I can go a few weeks, not that long. I’ve masturbated after several surgeries on my urethra and penis despite doctor orders to the contrary, which caused complications. Back in Vietnam, surrounded by enemies, did it sleeping in barracks with fifty other men, seizing every chance when bored or stressed. As much as I’d like to hold out for six months this time, I know temptation will win. So I’m not sure what will happen.

On a side note, I’ve often wondered if my skin is reacting to silicone lube, as another poster suggested. I switched first to baby oil and then Lanacane anti-chafing gel, but ended up like this anyway. I might suggest taking a chastity break for a few weeks, then returning to what we did a year ago: locking me only when my wife and I are apart, which is about ten hours a week. That works well for controlling masturbation, though it doesn’t give the constant stimulation that the CB6000s provided by rubbing against me or feeding my sexual submissive side. Right now, I feel none of the usual arousal and excitement. Just being unlocked for an hour was thrilling. Now I’m unlocked 24/7, and it’s not fun. Maybe I need a new fetish.

I should mention that Mature Metal was great to work with. Despite spending time changing my order for a Jailbird, they refunded me quickly. I really wanted the Jailbird, but right now, with my scrotum on fire and waiting until tomorrow to see a doctor, I had to cancel until this clears up. I’ll tell my Dermatologist about my chastity device; I have a feeling he will say it’s not advisable due to how my skin reacts. Heck, once I explained why my backside was crisscrossed with welts during a surprise prostate exam and told a surgeon how an over-eager pegging by my wife and her girlfriend gave me an anal fissure. My wife was careful, but the g/f got carried away.:)