Journals and blogs discussion

Without repeating the introduction I shared earlier in the foyer, let me say that I am a professional man who deals with significant work stress. However, for as long as I can recall, nothing has surpassed the thrill of dressing like a woman.

This interest started in my teens and, as I grew older, I experimented with bondage and specific penile constraint until I crafted my own leather harness that kept me secure while leaving my balls exposed to everything around them. I have always loved bondage and dressing up; I still cherish the tingling sensation when feather-light silk or satin first touches my legs as I pull on a pair of knickers, or feel the smooth nylon of suspenders against my skin as I cross my legs and admire myself in the mirror—the high heels just complete the picture. While fantasies of being caught and dominated are common for us, it remains a major turn-on. For me, ultimate bondage is that ever-tightening corset: struggling with the ties to bring the two edges together gives me such an excellent figure. I own several made from satin and PVC with different waist sizes, and I love that effort required to get into them. Developing this interest further, experimenting with anal play using small plugs was inevitable. I also discovered that my nipples provide extreme pleasure, often making me wonder if they should be pierced.

A random Google search brought up many sissy blogs which were a total revelation and turn-on (in the sense of wanting to embody the role myself). Then I found this place and haven’t looked back since. The idea of being held in chastity flips my switch completely; I shiver with both excitement and fear.

I adore my beautiful wife, who has been by my side for a long time. We have only recently started playing around more (though I’ve been a bit naughty lately), but our love remains strong as ever. To date, we have mostly touched upon the idea of bondage despite numerous discussions about female worship and male chastity play; yet we haven’t fully embraced it together. A few weeks ago, after discovering these forums (fora!), I went out and purchased a CB600s. I am amazed at how comforting it feels—especially when that padlock clicks into place… It’s like entering a new world.

With the supportive messages from my first post here, I’m trying to be as honest as possible and sticking with this journey… The excitement is palpable.

I would love for my wife to accept my offers (though I still fear the outcome) and will continue dropping hints during our frequent passionate moments. In the meantime, I yearn to become that fantasy sissy in my mind and dress myself as I wish whenever possible, locking into my CB600s and experimenting with anything… oh so naughty…. (I’m writing this from a hotel bed wearing lacy suspenders/diaphanous knickers/my CB600s and a nightie while browsing online to decide which prostatic massager to buy tomorrow – because the thought of milking hits just right …so to speak!). I don’t really have much interest in cuckolding, but the idea of servicing or obeying a master whilst my wife watches has an appeal that makes my CB600s feel uncomfortable. A mistress remains every sissy’s dream—Curiosity continues to be the main theme here.

Thank you for all your posts. This is truly enlightening for me, and I feel as though I am on a journey… one which many of you have likely already taken. The tension is high, the cage is tight, and my mind is racing…but I’m enjoying the ride…