Female led relationships discussion

If you’ve been reading my posts, you likely know how Divine Goddess Tigger has deftly “re-routed” my thinking from that of an Alpha Dominant male to a more empathetic human being. I now DO have some insight into the trials and tribulations many Women endure in their relationships, especially for us “Redneck Vanilla” types like we were for so long.

When we renewed our vows, I thought: “Fine, I’ll stop jerking off & save my semen for Her if that’s what it takes to make Her happy!” Little did I know the depth of Tigger’s pain and frustration. I’m FINALLY starting to grasp just a fraction of what Women in controlled settings have endured for generations. When I took Tigger’s virginity and left Her pregnant at 15, I didn’t just cause Her physical pain; I also frightened Her mind with uncertainty about the future, robbing Her of her dreams and youthful aspirations. She was kind enough to marry me, & I rewarded that kindness by keeping Her “bare-footed & pregnant” for years afterward. There’s NO DOUBT she is stronger than I am, proving it time after time as she kept our household running smoothly through everything!!

My Sweet Lady played me like a virtuoso when She found a way to take MY “virginity,” and now I have an idea of what I put HER through. Once upon a time, the thought of Tigger being intimate with another woman would’ve enraged me so much that I’d walk out, but now, I actually DO understand why & how such things happen, sort of. I can see how someone overwhelmed by raising kids and running a house finds compassion and solace in another like Her situation, and how sharing confidences naturally leads to sharing physical pleasure too. I don’t know for sure, but I’m willing to “bet the farm” that another Lady can be much more tender physically than ANY man!

In my introductory post in The Foyer, I mentioned impregnating my good friend’s Mom with his youngest brother. After my birthday session, I spoke to that Lady, & She told me a couple of things I NEVER would’ve guessed. She is now in her late 80s and lives in a nursing home, but Her mind is sharp as a tack! She let me know just how difficult it was for Her to keep the family together when She found Herself “with child” back then. She explained that She had to do all kinds of “repulsive” things for Her husband & “lure” him into cumming inside Her so he’d believe the baby was his. Anything else would’ve been disastrous, & She KNEW there wouldn’t be any help coming from me! She and Hubby hadn’t had sex in quite a while due to erectile dysfunction issues, making it imperative to “find a way” to fuck him without arousing suspicion!! Our chat ended with: “Good for Tigger! I hope She taught you a good lesson. I just wish I were younger so I could have a crack at you myself!!”

With all that in mind, I’ve developed a much deeper respect for ALL Women, especially my Beloved Tigger. We are still patiently waiting for the arrival of my Queen’s Keep from Mature Metal. When it arrives, we plan to hold a ceremony where I hand over full control of the “marital penis” to Tigger, & She will then place and lock a collar on my neck to show the world my status. I’ve even agreed to letting some of Her “friends” come for the party. I’m still trying to wrap my mind around letting Tigger’s friends see me in my cage and feel between my legs and ass cheeks, but Tigger says I WILL get used to it!! She adds that if I am a GOOD BOY, She might even let those “friends” bring their HUSBANDS (or boyfriends) along too!! (OMFG)

And the Journey shall continue, “Till Death Do Us Part”!