Introductions discussion

I’m just starting out here. Fear of sex has been with me all my life. I’ve come to realize that when my husband seeks physical closeness, he’s expressing his love for me, and I fully accept this truth intellectually. Yet emotionally, the fear remains strong. I worry that my anxiety might wound him. My goal is to sense his affection through our intimate moments. Currently, I struggle to demonstrate my own love via sex and touch; I tend to shut down completely. It pains me deeply not being able to show him how much he means to me despite knowing deep down he would never cause me harm.

Why I feel chastity is right for me and that I have a dominant side: #1. First, I always felt men didn’t truly desire me in a physical way. The fact my husband agrees to wear the cock cage proves he desires me—specifically me. He’s ready to forego his solo fantasy life to dedicate all his sexual affection to me. That’s amazing! #2. Despite being incredibly handsome and thoroughly masculine, qualities I adore, he often feels rejected by women. By claiming him entirely for myself and keeping him locked up exclusively, I can prove my devotion—keeping him from sharing himself with others because I want him so much all to myself.