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Hello everyone. I’m a new member here and still figuring out what to express, but lately my fantasies have shifted away from traditional chastity towards the idea of being completely denied an erection, with various forms of punishment particularly slapping for when I show even the slightest hint of arousal.

I’d love your thoughts on this. I’ve been searching for images related to this specific fetish, but it’s somewhat difficult to locate them; they often lack captions or are buried among other tags. Most results seem focused on cuckoldry and standard chastity devices, which don’t quite capture the sense of respect and appreciation a husband holds for his wife in my view—since that is merely a physical restraint rather than an emotional truth.

In this scenario, I am the husband to a woman whom I must honor. I should not display any sexual desire directed at her as if I ‘want’ to have sex with her. Instead, I can admire her physique and kiss her when permitted. I may show that I wish to embrace her skin and touch her gently, but never reveal that I crave penetration or exhibit direct arousal for her body; it remains a pure appreciation.

Within this dynamic, wives are meant to be loved and respected rather than simply used by their husbands. One cannot rise at any moment near his wife, nor is one allowed to masturbate, let alone ejaculate—your seed repulses your wife, so you must remain without release. You shouldn’t even allow yourself an erection because it signals sexual arousal, which isn’t the feeling intended for her. Instead, you harbor a constant, underlying lust that doesn’t manifest physically through hardness; she is aware of this and accepts it.

You see her naked frequently, perhaps watching her pleasure herself occasionally or assisting with tasks as needed. Yet, you never catch her with another man outside, even though she goes out to fulfill her sexual requirements elsewhere—it remains unseen by you.