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I’ve been visiting this place for about three or four months, mostly watching from the sidelines and letting my mind wander. My wife, who holds the key, was a bit unsure at first but has proven to be supportive. I shared my fantasies with her roughly three months back, purchased a cb6000 lock, and she initially went along with it—locking me up even though she claimed it didn’t do much for her personally. Over time, however, she became more engaged, although primarily for my benefit. Recently, she’s begun to show more assertiveness. I picked up Lucy Fairbourne’s book on Amazon and gave it to her as a gift. She hasn’t finished reading every word yet, but she appreciated the gesture. It seemed to help clarify things for her, leading to even greater involvement from her side. Now, I find myself locked up more frequently. While my job is too physical to allow me to wear the device comfortably during work hours, I put it on as soon as I walk through the door at home. There have been a couple of instances where I touched myself before locking up; there was no formal punishment administered, just that stern look of disappointment from her. Sorry if this feels like a ramble—I’ve had a few drinks and am just jotting down my thoughts. Tonight we went out, and I proposed some light role-play (leaning into the chastity/cuckold dynamic) with an old friend who has previously discussed joining us for a threesome. She gave me that non-committal “we’ll see” response initially. As the evening progressed, our friend brought it up again: you know how they say, “Hey let’s get a room and have some fun.” After a brief discussion with little persuasion needed on my part, I told her this was the perfect chance to fulfill my cuckold fantasy. She agreed quite easily. I spoke with him as well; he was cool about it and seemed to understand. So when it came time to head home, I drove myself back alone while they followed in his truck. Upon arriving at our apartment, she and I went inside, locked me securely into the cb6000, placed the key around her neck, and off she went to enjoy another man’s company. Meanwhile, I sit here at home, secured, knowing that she is being pleasured by someone else. Wow, what a mindfuck.