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If nobody on here minds, I’ll use this thread to document two weeks of feminization and chastity play. My wife is very traditional, so sadly she doesn’t cater to that side of my sexuality. She’s heading out of town for a few weeks around Christmas, giving me the perfect excuse to finally order a CB-2000 and grab some feminine attire to wear while I’m home solo. The CB-2000 hasn’t shown up yet, but I’ve amassed quite a stock of clothes. Since I wanted something suitable for lounging at home, I picked out this dress; it’s simple and casual as requested, fits well though slightly roomy across the chest: I look pretty unkempt and hairy right now. I plan to remove my chest hair, but unfortunately, I’ll have to keep the leg hair since removing all of it might raise eyebrows. Hopefully, I can trim some pubes too for a cleaner look. I wish I could tackle more in that area.:( I steer clear of underwear that looks too provocative; I prefer the style of an early 20s college student with a cute, flirtatious vibe: The photoshoot got me quite excited.:/ At least once the CB-2000 arrives, I won’t have to worry about getting carried away. When I’m by myself, I’ll take some higher quality shots; I enjoy doing it. Anyway, my general plan is to wear the CB-2000 as much as possible and stick to strictly feminine clothes around the house. I also intend to do some yoga in a cute outfit that’s on its way. I adore women’s sleepwear and have a few nice ones mentioned in my intro thread, though I might hunt down one more. One issue giving me trouble is sizing; I don’t know how you ladies manage it—an XL at one shop can be a friggin medium elsewhere. It’s driving me crazy. Different materials stretch differently, and even sizes for similar items within the same store often vary. Men have it easier. I mentioned in my intro post that I hope to incorporate some punishment as well, mostly self-imposed unless someone wants to join in from afar. Back in the day, I used nipple clothespins, kneeling on a broom handle, and such… hoping to revisit those with maybe some new twists. Suggestions welcome! One game I’ve always wanted to try is called ‘riding the horse,’ though it might have another name. From what I read, the submissive straddles a narrow bar raised high enough off the floor so that standing on tiptoes relieves pressure from their crotch, but dropping down places all their weight squarely onto the device. I guess it got its name because after an hour or two, the person keeps shifting up and down, unsure if their legs hurt more from being on tiptoes for so long or if resting on the bar is worse. Sounds like a lot of fun. Anyway, that’s already quite a bit to read through; I look forward to adding more updates! Spaz