Journals and blogs discussion

I decided it was time. I’m tired of hijacking my pets (or other members’) threads, so here goes nothing: starting my own journal. Well, technically a diary. When I was little, I kept one full of secrets too deep to share—like which boy I liked at the moment, jealousy over another girl’s success, and losing my virginity:innocent0009:. Since I’ll be sharing thoughts, sex-capades, fantasies, maybe even a story or two, it felt right.

I don’t think an intro is necessary, but here goes. Hey there! Goddess Jen in da house!!! My pet/husband (happypants) and I started this adventure about 2 months ago—chastity-wise at least. The kinky stuff has been happening since we began having sex, which was… lemme think… .16 years ago in the back of his car. J/K!!! LOL!! But it didn’t take long before we were sharing beds. We were young (21) and couldn’t get enough of each other. Ah…remember those days? When all you can think about is when you’ll see them next. You hear a message on your answering machine (yeah, pre-cell phone dark ages), and feel that flutter in your chest? That feeling never left us. I still can’t believe it’s been so long since we got together. Crazy.

If you want to read how our chastity journey began and my thoughts about it, check this out: the referenced community page It’s quite long; apologies in advance because I talk a lot. If anyone has gotten to know me over the last month, tell them…she ain’t lyin’. Pet calls me Edith—as in Bunker.

Feel free also to read my pet’s journal. I had him start writing so he’d have somewhere to post his thoughts and feelings, maybe get feedback from others who’ve been there. I really enjoy reading his posts; that man cracks me up! His comparisons to our life events are priceless. Like when he compared his enclosed cock as a “collectible baseball in one of those glass cases…Looky but no Touchy!”:happy0187: He keeps me smiling.

OK, enough bio…blah-blah-blah. On to the good stuff…last night. In case you don’t know, I’ve decided to keep my pet locked for his longest stint yet—my birthday, Nov 30th. This might not seem like much to some of us veterans here, but it’s B I G! About a month ago, I asked him what the longest he’d gone without an orgasm was—I meant since he first learned how to jerk off, not since we started having sex. He said about 4 or 5 days!!:sign0094: So he hasn’t lasted longer than that in 25 years?! Wow.

Anyway, last week he took his CB out because of a boo-boo on his balls. We let it heal before putting the cage back on. While he was out, he’d make little joking comments about choking one off while I was away…or even at work. That just pissed me off!! I know he’s kidding, but it nagged at me. KWIM? Yeah…real funny.

So after explaining that he wouldn’t cum until the 30th and before getting back into his CB…I told him to grab one of his beloved DVD porns, watch it, jerk off for an hour (do NOT cum), then shower, shave, and get back in. He did pretty well—only asked to cum about 3 or 4 times during the hour and a half (yeah, I extended the time…I was chatting with a friend from the Mansion!! What would YOU have done?!). I taunted him with “Mmmmm…that looks so HOT!! Don’t you wish you could shove your cock down my throat like that?” Hey, I never said I played fair. So, this happened Saturday evening.

Yesterday, pet started feeling the burn. We had a nice family day (beautiful here in Chitown), then came home and he surfed the net for what reason? Drawings of femdom cartoon porn! Why do that to yourself??? He must be gluten for punishment! He asked me for a favor: since it’s been 3 days since his last orgasm, and I’m locking him till the 30th…would I grant him one? I asked what he’d give up for it. We made a deal: I get to spank that sweet ass of mine:smilies_xxx22:, and he gets to cum.

K…I’ll continue this soon. It’s going on forever already. Sheesh, I need to learn brevity.

Great read Goddess Jen:) Sounds like happypants will have fun being kept chaste till the 30th. Loved the little compromise you came up with for one final orgasm. Hope to read more Slavematt

**His last hoorah** First, thanks Matt.:butterfly: Here’s the deal we agreed on..... His wants: Me in full domme gear. Vinyl corset, thigh highs, boots...you get it. Strap-on worn by me while he's bound face-up on the bed; I stroke his cock till he cums. Now, I LOVE dressing up and am getting crazy over lingerie lately. So this request is a bonus for me too! And fucking him with the strap-on? Oh darling...when will you learn—it’s AGAIN more for ME here. You know how much I love it! What power! My wants: To whip his sweet little ass. That was it. Plus dinner out at Mexican food place. Yummy. We got home from dinner, stopped by the bookstore for some erotica after. I told him to go upstairs and read a bit while I took care of our daughter—got her in bed—and then went up to prep things. He kept reading, but every so often he’d look up to see what I was taking out for play time. When I pulled my outfit out, I saw the look on his face—he liked it! Went downstairs and got dressed too; I love seeing him like this when he looks at me that way makes me feel sexiest woman alive standing in front of him saying "You look incredible." That does it for me. I told him to get naked so I could remove his CB. He did, unlocked himself on the bench we bought from a craft fair about 10 years ago—it didn't have much use before but seems perfect now!!! He straddles the bench; I sit beside him too. We kiss for a bit as I fondle his cock—rubbing tip against my clit—he starts breathing heavily. Then really work begins! Grab hold of balls tug while jerking off...get close then stop....repeat many times over 45 minutes.\nHey? He wanted a hand job—and yes pulling quite hard which he LOVED it actually stopped once because thought hyperventilating due heavy breaths! I also got adrenaline pumping readying spanking tried before went well helping worked up told stand hands wall spread legs apart Ready pet?:spankwhip: Took like trooper bet could've taken few more than 6 swats agreed feelin good! Really love spank him sounds sadistic awesome thing Goddess Chris said not abuse erotic play hope knows done heart.....but SURE fun!! Well perfect position using strap on told stay lubed ride em cowboy!!:smilies_xxx06: Poor guy nearly collapsed couldn't keep pace loves pounding fast HARD while stoking cock so told grab jerk Let's say...he came! Didn't exactly plan but seldom do. Cleaned shower together bedtime also decided he stays out CB meantime boo-boo heals forever honor system trust behave figure weekend lock back should become difficult hands dick meanwhile. Alright done spent.

Wheeew! Now that is HOT!! I'm so glad you got to spank him since i know how much you love it. Now i'm not locked up right now and this is killing me cause i so want to jerk off but I absolutely promised my Lady that I would not. So I guess i'll just sit here very frustrated. Thank you, Goddess Jen, for the lovely mental image of you beating your pets ass.:sex020:

Wow worked up a sweat just from reading it!!! As they say in my neck of the woods, You go girl!