Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Understanding your own desires is key to any kind of want. For the last couple of years, I’ve known that submission was what I needed, and recently I made up my mind to embrace being a sissy, yet I struggled to pinpoint exactly what I crave or articulate it properly.

It’s just been in recent times that I’ve grasped what the lifestyle offers me alongside Master.

I believe creating an indulgent list of wants could help both him and myself clarify what is truly needed versus simply wanted.

My Wants and Desires:

First off, to be feminized by my Master.

Self-motivation isn’t exactly my strong suit; I might easily end up lounging around watching dull television. I need Master to drive me to maintain my feminine look, refine my manners, appearance, and eventually my voice while keeping the masculine hair under control.

Since he has a keen eye for style, having him pick out clothes for me would be wonderful.

To remain submissive 24/7.

Isn’t that everyone’s dream? To live as a constant sub to your dominant partner. I desire this reality deeply, though I realize it is the biggest challenge and will demand significant effort. The sensation of submitting and pleasing Master is intense, far more fulfilling than anything else in my life besides my romantic love for him.

To cultivate responsiveness (a hair trigger).

Master and I are already on this path. For me, developing a quick response to his cues is crucial for solidifying my feminine role within our dynamic by rendering my sissy clit less effective and cementing my position as the bottom.

To engage in play.

Playtime holds immense value for me; it’s both a reward and an exhilaration. I adore being bound, teased, or tortured, and experimenting with toys is pure joy. The only real limits are time and energy levels.

These aren’t ultimatums by any stretch of the imagination. I simply felt compelled to describe my desires so that Master could better understand where I’m coming from.

Please feel free to leave your thoughts or share your own wish lists for your dom or future dominant.