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My spouse and I have been experimenting with chastity over the past couple of years. She typically locks me away for several days at a time; we’ve gone as long as five days without release. We aren’t quite as intense as some others here—no custom stainless steel gear or multi-month lockups, although it’s nice to dream about them—but we really enjoy ourselves. It turns my wife on, which in turn gives me a big thrill too, and leaves me feeling pretty lucky to have such an enjoyable partner.

Now that a couple of months have passed, I’m back inside our CB-6000S. I find myself getting so paranoid that it shows through my clothes, making people think there’s some odd bulge in my trousers as I walk around. I want more time locked up, but the visibility worries me greatly, particularly at work where my job involves dealing with lots of people and requires a conservative look (no mysterious lumps!). I’ve considered commissioning a tiny custom device to see if it would be less noticeable, though the cost is hard to justify right now. I’ve also heard positive feedback about how unobtrusive the Holy Trainer 2 is, so that’s an option for later if we dive deeper into chastity again.

Is anyone else dealing with this chastity paranoia? Do you have any advice on handling it? Does my bulge look obvious in this photo?