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I had a cage that wasn’t quite right. It wouldn’t come off, but it allowed enough access to be distracting. I would take advantage and play with myself as much as possible while trapped like this. Yet it felt sufficient for what I considered a release during my severe strict lock down, especially since M told me there was no release in sight. This was early on, before I had been broken in, before chastity was working fully, and before I learned true submission to my Mistress.

We got the device fixed. I spent most of the day polishing and cleaning it when it came back so it would be ready for 24/7/365 wear. I did my best to comply, and eventually, it went back on me, locked tight and very secure. The first few weeks were gruesome; arousal pain kept me awake at 4am every night. Since this corrected chastity device is effective, I am now truly denied and remain so. The effect has been powerful. I feel much more in tune with my Wife and Mistress, knowing I’m a lucky submissive husband who will do whatever she asks.