Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

A few of the discussions focus on how long we stay locked, the intervals between orgasms, or the inability to achieve an erection because of a tight device. This realization hit me: besides knowing I haven’t ejaculated and have been erect for ages, it feels like even longer since I last saw myself go up. I truly can’t remember when that was; mostly, whenever my wife unlocks me, I’m in bondage with my eyes covered. This idea thrills me greatly because it implies I’ve completely lost control over this part of my body. I’ve been locked since January 15th this year and last received permission to orgasm back in November last year. At that time, I was bound standing up, tied to a column in the basement. My legs were spread apart by a spreader bar, my arms reached behind the pole with wrists clasped together, and my head was secured in a leather hood equipped with a blindfold, posture collar, and gag. My wife teased me for quite a while after taking off the chastity device, which made me harder than I could have imagined. She finally allowed me to cum, using a cup to catch it. Then she removed my gag, instructed me to keep my mouth open as she poured everything inside, and commanded me to swallow. Before her removing the blindfold, I was locked back up and saw nothing else. This is one of several methods used for teasing and permitting orgasm previously; before that instance, I lay on my back but still wore the hood, collar, blindfold, and gag. Last year, penetrative sex was off-limits, with 2012 being the last time it occurred. I’m nearly certain I would have noticed an erection during the extended unlock period last summer, but I just don’t recall what mine looked like…LOL