Ruined Orgasms: Past and Present

It’s amusing how your viewpoint can shift. There have been moments in the past when my orgasm was ruined without me meaning to. It would occur while I was trying to last longer during sex with her. Sometimes it worked out, and sometimes it didn’t. I’d stop moving, but I’d feel myself release anyway. It used to be incredibly frustrating for a negative reason. Yes, I wanted to last longer for her, true enough, but I also desired my own orgasm too. Since the one was ruined, I could keep going for her sake, yet I remember feeling quite disappointed at the time. Now I crave even a ruined version of it. I feel grateful when permitted one. I am content with just that much. I’ve actually requested a ruined release over a full climax so as to avoid slipping backward into the flat period after an orgasm. It’s amazing how the very same thing can appear so different when viewed from another angle, don’t you think? Michael