Growing Cockless

Since I started wearing the lock, my sense of masculinity has shifted. I’m not complaining at all. Even though it’s only been three weeks, my perception of my body is evolving, and my appreciation for being locked grows stronger each day. I feel somehow softer inside.

I also find much more pleasure simply in the presence of women. Cuddling with my wife has become an absolute highlight—an erotic event—for me. Even my sense of smell seems heightened.

My wife has noticed that I’m less moody and pay far more attention to her, which she fully approves of.

I love the idea that my cock is becoming just another piece for adorning with body jewelry, much like my lovely white rest HTv2. My desire to see myself as neuter—a man without a proper cock—is deepening. I know it sounds strange, but this feeling excites and satisfies me deeply, even exhilarates.

My wife supports my need to keep wearing the HT. She isn’t acting as my key holder, though she does approve of my being locked up.

I also plan to order the new micro HT, called the nub. Hopefully, it will strengthen both the emotional and physical aspects of my fetish/need to become as “cockless” as possible.

I’m so excited about how this journey might unfold. I love the prospect of letting go part of my maleness and allowing a softer, perhaps more feminine side to emerge. In the past, I’ve always felt jealous of men who can easily display sensitivity and sensuality in their behavior, dress, expression, and overall way of being.

Now that I’m part of this community, I want to share these emerging feelings and this new self-awareness developing within me.

These discoveries about my evolving identity add significantly to my motivation to stay on the chastity path.

Thanks for reading. Have any of you had similar experiences during your own chastity journeys?