Random reflections on being locked up

When I really began to consider chastity, it was due to my frustration with sex life—or rather, the lack of frequency with my wife. I filled those gaps with frequent masturbation. Being locked up and unable to touch myself while she controlled the key ignited my submissive side. I’ve always had fantasies about being controlled or dominated by a woman. Chastity seems to bring me closer to that fantasy than anything else in life. What puzzles me is how much I’m enjoying being locked and not having control over my orgasms. My wife isn’t big on teasing; she prefers PIV sex ending with both of us cumming, while now I look forward to longer lockups without permission to cum. What the fuck! I’ve returned to where I started but loving it every bit. It must be the brain chemicals. I’m crazy horny constantly and can think of nothing but my wife and how much I want to please her. This is a weird, wonderful journey ahead.