My wife claims me as hers

My wife (claimingwhatsmine) was asked how chastity play came up in our marriage. Here is the answer. A week or so ago, my wife said she wanted to speak to me. She completely freaked me out when she told me what she wanted, an FLR and male chastity. She sat me down and explained all the facets of FLR and male chastity that appealed to her. It felt like I was getting “the talk” again, only this time the birds had on latex and were beating the bees with riding crops. I got my thoughts together by having a three day anxiety attack. I was initially tormented by thoughts of just becoming a live-in eunuch/slave. The first two days were awful as I ran down multiple irrational scenarios. Then she spoke to me again and things got better. She described chastity as a “game.” Telling myself it was a game certainly helped me to see that it could be fun. Especially since I would be playing with the woman I love. She also described how exciting certain aspects were and just how beautiful she thought the male chastity devices were. That calmed me down and changed my perspective. I considered how little fun I had brought to our bedroom. I had been rather selfish and inhibited our entire marriage. The obeying her part was even easier to accept because I could see how much of a liar I had been. My words had always been “I’d do anything for you,” but I had rarely followed through on that. It really started to appeal to me as I considered how good it would feel to not only know what would please her, but to also have no option other than doing it. The fear of having to trust her and obey without question became arousing and appealing. The problem was I had to agree to submit to her by trusting her completely and I couldn’t offer a bunch of preconditions without ruining the game. I had to trust that she wasn’t into pegging me and that she knew my limits. On the third day, when she expected an answer, I avoided her completely. I gone to work without telling her my decision. I was going to say “yes,” but my chest got tight and I chickened out. I used that bought time to reason it out. I played back how she’d told me our relationship “had always been a FLR.” I went over it and had to agree. She was the one who had called me and asked me out. She was the one who had suggested we go “look” at rings. Throughout our marriage, there was a familiar pattern of her taking the lead. I finally decided to look at it as if I had never met her and she just walked up to me on the street. I asked myself what I’d say if a gorgeous woman stopped me on the street, forcefully grabbed my crotch and said “I want to own you. You will be my toy. I will do with you as I please. I will lead you around by your cock and teach you that belonging to me is very pleasurable.” After that, I felt silly making her wait three days for my answer. Now we’re waiting six weeks for my cd to arrive so she can be my KH.